Hello sweet baby boy of "mine". Did anyone tell you what today was? I wish if anyone, it could have been me or your loving mother and/or father. I wish I could have scooped you into my arms and kissed those adorable cheeks then whisper softly in your ear "It's your special day..". Today, 3/21/13 was World Down syndrome Day! It was your day! I only wish that your family could have found you before now. I want so bad to see you happy sweetie. Oh my heart aches for it. I want them to hug you and tell you, you are loved. I wanted them to take you out for something special today, like ice cream or dinner to celebrate you, being you! Down syndrome doesn't define you, you are your own person. But you having Down syndrome makes you so special to me. And I know your future family will think the same. I think it will even be one of the big reasons they adopt you! Well that and your beautiful eyes and precious silk looking blonde hair. Just wait baby boy! God has got you in His arms, holding you safe and tight. Nothing comes to you without first going through God's hands. He is carrying you through this. I'm praying for you, and I will pray you home. I will never give up on you blonde boy. I know it feels impossible for you to be happy or feel safe in such a horrible place but if only you knew just how MUCH I LOVE YOU. If only...
One day I know someone will read this to you and you might even read all my letters to you yourself one day! And you'll see just how much I love you! And that someone did care for you when you thought no one did. You're special, you have a purpose! God made you for a special and perfect plan. Each little feature was designed with lots of care and love. You're just Down Right Perfect!
And since I can't tell you this on this actual day,
I will continue to pray and love you Vytas. Keep fighting little one, I'll do anything to find you, your forever family! Make no mistake of that. Keep hope in your little heart. I love you forever and always.
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